music is my infinity∞

So basically it's all been shitt!
Yesterday I was having an alright day but once I got home I broke down, like way down, I was ready to kill myself down.
A actually finally broke a razor and added the blade to my collection of 3 others. Mind you I honestly had no idea that an actual razor blade could easily cut so deep into my skin.
So I had everything I needed for this session, and I began with the new addition. I just happen to start at the top of my scars on my arm,(or bottom, basically father from my wrist) because I had done quite a few the previous night...and the first one I pressed lightly and pulled it across and then bam! A slightly deeper than usual cut. I honestly didn't mind cause have wanted that for so long it's crazy. So I decided to move to the bathroom. I say agains the door, locked, I'm already home alone but who cares. I always listen to music when I do this because it helps me with all the extra pain, and it just helps. But I seriously stared going insane. I was crawled up in the corner, I was crying, freaking out, talking to myself, and I was ready to die right then and there, so ready. But then 3 people stopped me, 3 beautiful people. They didn't stop me from harming myself quick enough, but I did have to wrap up in lots of things, but the beautiful people were Leo, Sarah, & Kris.
Even when I stopped though I was hitting walls and crying and just flipping out. But once my mom came home I seriously became mute. I was a blank face for a while. She made me feel like an asss! She yelled and literally gave me permission to leave the house, basically kicking me out cause she seriously said she's done caring about me, IDGAF!
I walked out that door and sat outside. I was talking to Leo and his (step)dad was flipping on him too but more physically so we agreed we need to get out if this town. We're staying till Friday, we're going to stay at Embers tonight but tomorrow were going to school, then finding another place. Kris offered to let me live with him but even though I really love him I don't want to be trouble to his family cause he goes through shitt too, so I think I'll end up crashing at my brothers, maybe? But I know I just need to get out if this house and away from my mother!
Don't tell me I'm disrespectful, you don't know what helll I've been through with her, she doesn't care anymore, she said it enough times so I don't care, I'm done. Done with this place, done with people, done with her.

If I Never See Your Face Again (ft. Maroon 5) - Rihanna♥
 
I love those lyrics in the song cause I can relate ;D even though the lyrics are "behind you", it still works out!
 
So Paramore's new album is perfect, just like Kris ^-^
 
So this last Sunday was like one of the best days of my life, I know I say that a lot but I tell no lie. Kris is the first boyfriend I've had that's aloud to hang out away from school so it was all perfect and things...Yeah!
 
We started out by walking inside the mall and I was happy to just hear him talk because he never really talks at school so it was nice to just hear some stories and getting to know more about him and seeing what we had in common. I barley talked but it's okay cx
Then we went outside and walked legitly around the mall and things. We talked, laughed, and just got to know each other a lot better and slowly I began to come out of my awkward turtle shell, very slowly but still! We went to this one corner though and it was like below some random stairs that went somewhere in the mall and under them there was a really mini fence/gate thingy and it was made of metal. So I took this rock and kinda threw it, well it decided to bounce and loudly hit the metal. I like jumped and kinda screamed cause it seriously freaked me out. So like when I did that we were both laughing and his smile was just so big and priceless. I wanted to keep it there for a really long time because he always puts himself down even to make people happy and I can easily relate to that but he seriously deserves so much credit than he gets. But like he tried to comfort me by holding me as we laughed and I was on the verge of tears cause it seriously freaked me out cx But it was all so perfect!
Then a random creeper appears so we moved to another corner where it got pretty legit. So basically he gets these 'ideas' and so to I, so we both had the same idea but he wanted me to tell my idea first, but I was so awkward and shy so I kept refusing, even though I really wanted to. So he was finally just like, "Okay well then hears my idea." so he slipped his arms through my hoddie (because it was unzipped) and put his arms around me pulling me close as I put my arms around his neck and we had this little make out session, I have no regrets! x3 But it was just perfect because I still can't believe he's mine and actually wanted to date me for a while, plus he is fuckking unf and just his personality is off the charts, I just can't even, okay!?
There was this time where the 3 guys walked by and basically as they walked by...well this is how it went down;
Guy1: Use protection!
Kris: Will do!
Guy2: Get 'er done!
Us: -laugh and give each other those one looks cause we know whats up-
x3 It was the 'You had to be there' moment
 
So this next bit I'm about to put, I really don't give a fuckk about what you have to say about it because it's my life, my choice, and I'm personally very comfortable and happy with my choices, proceed if you'd like.
 
So we had move back to our previous corner because their were like children and they are annoying cx So we were there and we were actually really close and he had a bonerr and I honestly had a lady bonerr as well plus the whole time we were like just inches away from each other so that didn't help. We were both having ideas again but this time he wanted me to go first so being the shy person I am I just gave hints like, "We can't do them here." Which he already knew and "They require two people." He kept trying to get me to say more but I was nervous so this is how it went from there;
"Is it a 3 letter word?"
I nodded with a slight bite of the lip.
"Okay." he slipped his arms the way he does around me again and my arms are aground his neck again and we're like half an inch from another make out session that has happened about 50 times that day but this one is really heated and he speaks.
"So do you think you'll be able to stay over sometime?" he already knew that if this was gonna happen I'd be saying I was staying over at a friends, so I spoke.
"Yeah..."
"Friday?" I nodded and finally our lips met and it was filled with lust, love, and passion. It was seriously one of those movie kisses, it was perfect. I think I over use that word, but it's true, so true...
 
Now for the small things that I love about this day;
He can't spell weird correctly ever, it's the cutest thing ever, seriously! So in the hallways from now on I tease him about that and he teases me about the rock and metal cx
Also when we have a kid I'm going to stab him then stab Kris xD I don't even know!
I also have 20 other boyfriends according to him x3
And now every time I say "Fuckk you" he always says "Yes please!" with this cute smile/smirk and kisses me, like he's so hard to ever be mad at!
 
He's also really considered about this little plan we have, like if I end up not wanting to do it I just have to tell him because he actually does care and wants me to be comfortable and happy. He's also really protective and is easily jealous. He cares about my feelings more than I care about myself, and I'm proud to say I care about him just as much. He's so goofy and can make me smile and laugh instantly. He always texts me first and is an actual gentleman, like holds the doors for me and always says ladies first, he's so kind and seriously doesn't see how amazing he really is.
Yes everyone has flaws, I have tons, he has one, one he can't control and he thinks he's a bad person for it, but I'm the first to understand it's nothing he can control even though he wishes he could. I'm the first one to make him believe the words I say. He said if I break up with him he'd seriously fight to keep me, like he looked me dead in the eyes...
I'm so lucky it's crazy how we got set up, at a little rave dance♥
 
He's someone I actually can confide in now the BYEP is done with for a while, I know he's up for basically everything, and I still can't believe any of it...really.
 

Love. Sexx. &Magic. ♥
 
Ciera ;)

I've been in hell these last two weeks and then Friday came and made everything better. Well besides school...
Basically Olivia, Ember, Stephanie, Lexus, Jordan, Leo, and myself came to mine to get ready. We seriously had a party cx We actually spiked some Arnold Palmer ice tea xD it tasted amazing.
We got to the rave pretty early but it was worth it c: There weren't that many people at first but of course we danced like crazy with people! I was really happy to see some legit ravers & rave gear. So many amazing people to be honest, it was all a lot of fun! But these nights always seem to have a plot twist and they are usually never good...but this one is c:
 
Love story time? Okay c:
 
So I sent out Facebook invites to the event, right, and I ended up sending on to a guy who I've never really talked to because he's usually pretty quiet and things but I've said a few things here and there. But get this, he only came because I invited him...can I die of happiness? Basically he got there a little later and was just sitting in his car waiting to see me walk by so he could go in with us but we were there so early that it never happened. But he came inside eventually and spotted myself and Leo and came over to us. He spent a lot of time against a wall and we tried to dance with him and things. But then I got courage to grind with him, idgaf what you say okay? But I had to teach him cx And our faces were really close and things and sometimes if titled my head back against his shoulder and he would gently kiss my color bone/neck. Not enough to leave anything (thankfully) But I still figured he wasn't into me that way even when Leo basically told me he did but he was afraid I didn't like him like that. So this went on for quite a while, then we decided to go dance with our friends again and at this point I really wanted to make out with him (no fucks given on this night) so Stephanie decided to talk to him and he wanted to, too, so I took his hand in mine and he laced out fingers together as we walked over to the wall/door I just went for it (yolo right? Just kidding) but I pulled his face to mine and he already had his arms around my waist and he actually kissed back. It was perfect. And even after that little session we stayed really close together. I wanted to take a quick break because I had all these emotions running through me and I just said I needed some water, so that's what I got and some fresh air, then I did some dancing with 2 other friends and when they left I continued to dance, so he decided to walk over and spoke, "I have a question...will you go out with me?" I was in so much shock but I took like 4 seconds to reply with yes. So right then he held me like before and we danced/grinder but from the front...whatever it was lovely. And a few times we would pull our faces back and slightly look at each other then do that romantic thing in those movies where we'd kiss/make out and it was all perfect. I won't even lie I kissed his neck and I don't give any fucks cause I was and still am happy. We got to go outside and actually talk and he's...there's seriously no words to describe him. None. After the dance he was so sweat it was crazy...and he's not ashamed of hugging and kissing me in front of other people....and he asked for my number this time! I never get asked for my number! He actually texted me like a minuet after I left. He's beyond amazing...and when we were texting he told me things I never dreamed anyone would say. He's a really shy person correct? Well that's the reason he's never talked to me before, he's really quiet in school actually. He said when we kissed that he's wanted to do that for a long time. He said he was always to shy to talk to me sense he saw me at school. I said it was cute, then said I was awkward so that's why I barley takes to him, then he said that I was just different and he likes that...we have quite a bit in common plus he's really funny, his looks happen to just be a plus. I really like him and I'm really happy but I have my skeptics, but for very good reasons. But for now I'll be happy and see how this all plays out.
Once again, perfection :D

(DISCLAIMER: I made this set for myself, I don't use it to brag. I use this site as a blog. I use it to hold some memories. I use it to rant, to tell a story, I use it how I please and have no intention to being braggy, naggy, or bitchy. If you don't like it, don't read it.)
 
Memories (ft. Kid Cudi) - David Guetta
 
At dawn, we rage c:
Not much I wish I went to that rave cx
But at 8 p.m. we rage!
 
The number one thing I love about an EDM event, you can dress how you want and do what you want. It's a place of release and love.
You can go there and forget your problems for one night, and it honestly makes the biggest difference especially if your week has been helll!
My last 3 weeks have been and I'm fuckking exhausted!
I'm ready to basically get intoxicated and dance till my bodies numb<3
 
Fuckking perfect.
 
So my plan do the day:
Go to school -_-
Then come home & shower, get one room ready so we can all get ready in there. Change. And at 5 go back to the middle school and get the other people.
We all come back to my place to get ready and hang out till 7:30-ish.
Then at 8, no fuckks will be given, nope!
I kid you not when I say IDGAF, and that's the main reason of this dance to not care!
I'm so exited you have no idea!
 
The party people I get the honest of taking;
Ember
Leo
Stephanie
Lexis
Olivia
& Jordan
 
These people are all pretty chill, plus carpooling saves the planet c:
Haha, I'm no cool...loljk I am!
No I'm not!
I don't even know! I'm just exited!
 
IT'S LEO'S FURST RAVE AND IM EXITED!! :D
OMFG MY BABIES GROWING UP! :'D
I LUFF YEW BBY! IM EXITED FOR YOU, BUT YOU'RE LIKE 10x MORE EXCITED!
I'm just really happy and exited c:
This day will go by fast, I know it<3
 

I love you and all the fluffy animals in the world c:
Stay beautiful. Stay weird.
Peace.Love.Unity.Respect.
Be happy. You're amazing doll face <3

(I'm not raciest...I can't be cause I'm not even white x3)
 
(half of my)Music playlist of badass oven day aka fourtwenty ;;
 
Alfie - Lily Allen
Addicted - Amy Winehouse
Pass The Dutch - Young Money
Because I Got High - Afroman
The obvious one,
Young, Wild, & Free - Wiz Khalifa
 
ALSO!
Happy record store day!
I'm stoked, in like 10 minuets I'll be with my brother & his girlfriend on the way to Cactus Records to check out some cool bands and hear some good music :3
It's gonna be a really chill day today, I'm pretty stoked.
 
And to all who hang with Mary Jane, take her out, and bake her something nice ;D
 
I love you beautiful children♥
Inhale that good shitt, Exhale the bad shitt.
Listen to some grand music, and have your own little party♥

Cemetery Weather - Isles & Glacers
 
I need somebody,
(somebody)
Somebody crazy enough to tell me "I will love you until we.."
(I will love you until..)
Until we are buried our bodies.
(our bodies)
Our bodies buried close together.
Cemetery weather,
In the cemetery weather.
 
Violent delight
We'll live as if we died♥
 
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Alright beauties, how are you tonight?
I hope you're well, and if not, drop me a message, I wanna listen.
 
I know it sounds crazy but I've found my better half.
Found the person I happen to relate to more than I ever thought.
We don't exactly have the same music taste, but thats okay :)
I've been really on and off with him for the past 3-ish years.
These past couple weeks we've been talking and we're slowly easing into our relationship again.
But he says these things I thought I'd never hear...
I know I'm still pretty young, but I just have this deep feeling...
 
Also, Ember is my rave/fangirl/crazy/One Direction/Falling In Reverse/concert buddy :D
We're going to this one rave called Kaleidoscope next Friday♥
It was the same people who put on Ultra Violet and that was beautiful, also my brother knows 2 of the DJ's that are gonna play, I know 1, their both really chill, I'm stoked!
 
420 today! cx It's 2:40 a.m. right now actually haha. I'm gonna be going to record store day with my brother and his girlfriend today, then probably gonna lite up with a group of people.
Don't tell me what I'm doing is bad. I'm not a complete "stoner" I moderate how I use cannabis, and it's very rarely.
 
I've also been connecting with my brother a lot.
Especially after the SWS concert. Did I mention that Renee said I crowd surfed like a boss? Cause I did cx
 
Bands save fans & fans save bands♥
 
It's always gonna be an uphill battle, but I know that you can make it threw anything and everything♥
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(no need to be read this, just needed to get it off my chest)
Short story time? I hope thas okay...
So as you know in January I began BYEP = Big Sky Youth Empowerment.
What some of you may not know if prier to that day (the 15th I had gone insane. One of the worst nights. It was a Thursday, I was feeling really uneasy, really depressed, and really suicidal. That night I was so close to taking my own life, the closest I've ever been. But something inside made me stop. That night I'd fallen asleep, only to wake up to a text from my brother, he had read something I'd posted on Tumblr when I needed someone to talk to (a really lovely girl who is now my friend basically helped me through that night) He'd reached out to me. I cried, happy tears.
But anyways, to the real story, the 3rd week of BYEP we did check in's with the crux kids (they are the Juniors & Seniors) and a check in is basically a time where we are aloud to talk about anything bad of good going on, just anything. I let my emotions out, big time, I let out about that night, I let it all out and I cried, and after that day I kid you not I felt cured.
I felt so free from pain although I didn't stop self harm I felt free within, nothing could bring me down. The feeling of being with these people that were already family, the feeling of getting on the snowboard and trying, that feeling of actual accomplishment. All those weeks of more laughter than pain, I really felt like I could be cured within those weeks. I felt like I could stop self harm and self hate all together.
But slowly BYEP's winter trimester was coming to an end. And Tuesday was our last BYEP meeting. But within the last week alone, I've been hurting like hell again. It's all coming back but Friday/today it hit hard like a ton of bricks. I self mutilated quite a bit that I got pretty light headed and dizzy.
Guys, you may not know, but I have my own personal bully at home, she happens to be my own mother. No I'm not just saying that as another rebellious teenager, but I've really never gotten along with her. I know she's seen my scars, I know she knows what they are. Depression and suicide mean nothing to her she really thinks it's a phase...no. She sinks me like a ship. I'm not good enough, I can't do anything right, and I worthless. She's said those things and called me names. She doesn't do it all the time, but when she does, it hurts more and more.
I'm trying to listen to lyrics, Robin(my BYEP mentor), and Braden's words instead. Those are much more up lifting kind words. I try so hard, I just want to run away though...please let me run away....please. I can't take my mind anymore. I'm just gonna let it do what it likes, but I'm also gonna take control of it. It's gonna be so hard, an up hill battle, but I know I can over come all of this.
I know it...
 

Thats it for now lovelies, sleep well c:
You are beautiful, I promise.
I love you♥

Can we take a moment to realize...like wtf even...

You Kill Me (In A Good Way) - Sleeping With Sirens
 
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1. Your boy side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[depends] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own a car racing game
[x] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on tv.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[x] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.(snowboarding)
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once.

2. Your girl side

[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You go to your mom to talk.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.(band brackets &kandi)
[ ] You cried watching "The Notebook"
[ ] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars.(never seen it.)
[ ]You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ]You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.

3. Appearance
 
[ ] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than two piercings.
[x]I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.(My smiley and the one under your tongue xD)

4. Experiences

[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the northern lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.(veggies only)
[xxxx] I’ve been snowboarding.

5. Relationships

[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve been in love/am in love.

 
6. Honesty/Crime

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

7. Death and suicide

[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide before
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

8. Random

[x] I can sing.
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.(sometimes)
[x] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[not unless it's for Warped Tour or snowboarding] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[x] I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like martha stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes cause they’re funny
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[x] I am ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All my answers were totally honest.

Under the lights tonight, you turned around and you stole my heart, with just one look. When I saw your face, I fell in love.
It took a minute girl to steal my heart tonight.
Stole My Heart - One Direction<3
 
If you think I'm going to admit that I really like this band, then your correct x3
 
Anyways hey bunnies & carrots, how are you today?
I'm extremely sore...yesterday I bifid it so hard on the Natty Half(Natural Half Pipe) up at Big Sky, well twice, the second time I got major wip lash, but I laughed at myself and continued on.
 
Speaking of snowboarding, it links to BYEP...IT'S ALMOST OVER!! No -_- Well this season anyways...but like we have 2 more group sessions, 1 more snowboarding day, then 1 more time together till summer</3
But after this season my group is getting together for a "bar-b-q" ;D it's hard to explain but our whole group happens to like this girl Marry Jane...ha!
But in all seriousness I'm sad that I won't see my second family as often :'( they make me happy and give me a safe place...asdfghjkl! Their all amazing, everyone is, really<3
 

My (school) friends though, were like a little wolf pack of outcasts, none of us fit together yet we fit perfectly c:
And if one bitchh messes with us, you messed you all of us(:
 
Ember and I admit our guilty (music) pleasure, he's I'd Justin Bieber and One Direction, mines just One Direction x3
We got into one of our "fights" in class and she's just all like, "Oh yeah well you love One Direction!" So I laughed and raised my voice, "I admit it! I like One Direction! But so do you!" Then she fell out of her seat laughing like an idiot, then I did the exact same thing...we are literally the strangest in that class...
On the subject of One Direction, Grace and I have decided that were are Louis and Harry, Ember is Niall, Christian is Liam, Leo is Zayn x3
 
The point if this set...no point...I just like talking xD
I'm writing a Larry Stylison story on a different site...I don't even care that I gave into fangirling of 1D...nope. But I'm define tilt not a fan that knows freaking everything. Basically just their names, faces, songs, and I watched a few videos...Now Paramore...that's we're I specialize XP
 
Anyways, have a good rest of your day beautifuls, I think I'm gonna work out, even if I am so sore.
Peace, Love, Dakine;)

So it's been a pretty shitt spring break so far, but it got a little better.
 
I'm officially going to the Take It Ir Leave It, Sleeping With Sirens tour because their contingent to Billings, MT, and it's kinda close + I live in Montana! No one ever comes here xD
My broth is taking me so I'm pretty fuckingg stoked!
 
Today, made friends with a girl I thought I'd never talk too...She's a 7th grader and the way she acts sometimes ticks me off but I realized we have a hell of a lot more in common. It's very ignorant of me to think badly of her. But now she knows she can talk to me about whatever.
 
Other than that, I'm working out a ton, I'm happy bout that :D
And Friday night (before hell broke lose) I wore spandex shorts with fishnets and fluffies...I've never been more confederation in my life :3
And can we stop calling people sluts and white by what people wear?! Whores and sluts, sleep around, mmkay?
Nuf said!
 

Learn to love, not hate.